When I pretend
Everything is what I want to be
I look exactly like what you had always
wanteed to see
When I pretend
I can forgeet about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just 'cause
I know I can / But
I cant pretend this is the way
It will stay / I'm just
Trying to bend the truth
I cant pretend I'm who you want me to be
So I'm
Lying my way from you
[No /No turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
[No /No turning back now]
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
[No /No turning back now]
Anywhere on my own
'Cause I cant see
[No /No turning back now]
The very worst part of you
is me
I remember what they thougt to me
Remember condescending talk
of who I out to be
Remember listening to all of that
and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now you think this person
Really is meand I'm
[Trying to bend the truth]
But the more I push
The more I'm pullinh away
'Cause I'm
Lying my way from you
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thougt that what I said
Would have you running from me
Like this
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
is me